I hope that the Lord is doing many marvelous things in your lives as He is in mine. He is so good.
I want to begin by telling you a little bit about what He has done in my life leading up to going to Uganda for a short yet impactful two weeks.
Last summer, August 1-4, I went to a UBF International Summer Bible Conference with my daddy and my brother James. I had been continually praying throughout the 2012-2013 school year that I would have an opportunity to see my great Aunt Sarah. During Bible class at school, when it came time for prayer requests, that was mine. God made a way for me to go to the conference, and to see and spend some precious time with my Aunt Sarah.
The conference was incredible. It left a lasting impression on me. On the Saturday there, before going to bed, I sat down and wrote a brief entry in my journal about it.
Saturday August 3, 2013
Well, this afternoon at 4:30PM there was "Interest Group Sessions". I was thrilled to find out that daddy, James, and I were assigned to the "European/African Group". I was hoping we would be in that "group" (of 100 or so people). It was amazing and wonderful. At some point of the session they pulled up a map of
-Lauren Barry
But, before I would ever step foot on Africa, the Lord wanted me somewhere else. The Lord wanted me to go to a public school again. I have had a variety of schooling throughout my years, from private Christian primary school to homeschool to cyber-school to public middle school to private Christian highschool. I went to public school in the 6th grade, but it was not a vivid experience. I never liked the thought of having the title of "public-schooler". I never thought I would go back to the public school. I had just started to feel comfortable and adjusted to the small Christian private highschool... unwilling and loathing the thought of public school. Looking back, I see how unthankful I was. Thankfully, the Lord gave my parents the wisdom to make the decision. I now know more fully the truth that as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are His ways higher than my ways and His thoughts higher than my thoughts...
Now I am beyond thankful that the Lord put me in the public school last year. He orchestrated everyday in ways I could not imagine. He blessed me with a wonderful friend, Ashley Moy, who I would not have met if it were not for Him orchestrating every detail that we should meet! She is a huge encouragement to me, a joy to know, and an inspiring sister in Christ. She is also a reminder to me of God's goodness and His faithfullness in answering my prayer for a friend at the public school. He did not just give me a friend; He gave me a big sister (and no less - for eternity with HIM!).
Going to the public school felt like going to another country for me. I think I can empathize with those who have experienced said "culture shocks". People did not give hugs everday at public school. And obviously there was no prayer, no chapel, and no students cleaning tables in the cafeteria. It was puzzling for me not to find any spray bottles or paper towels my first day in the cafeteria.
God has been teaching me to trust Him and follow Him no matter where He might lead me, knowing that He has a purpose and bigger picture of what is best.
I think public school is probably exactly where Jesus would be sitting at a table in the cafeteria, eating with sinners-just like me.
The school year flew by. I spent many nights falling asleep in tears and prayer. I was overwhelmed by the broken hearts and lives I saw each day. But Jesus' forgiveness and love reaches the deepest wounds. Even when Jesus was dying on the cross, the love in His heart for us was so deep and genuine that He said, "Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do." (Luke 23:34) It is by God's grace I am who I am today. And it is only through Christ that I can love. True love is often painful, (to the point of shedding tears), but we have been so loved (Jesus shedded His tears and blood).
In November I acquired a passport. I thought that the first place I would travel to with the passport would be undoubtedly Canada, just a couple hours north by car. Unexpectedly, an opportunity arose sooner than I thought. Mother informed me that a team from our church was going to be going to Uganda in July 2014. I spent a lot of time thinking and praying over the trip. I knew that I should go to the continent which I have loved (Africa) someday, but I never imagined that God would give me an opportunity to go at my age. I felt too young. But telling God my age did not matter. He knew I was only fifteen years old. He orchestrated the way for me to go to Uganda at my age, with my big brother Daniel, and the support of family and friends.
We left on Tuesday July 8th 2014. We flew from Pittsburgh to DC. From DC to Brussels. And from Brussels to Entebbe. I would encourage everyone to go on a plane at least once to experience the wonder of turbulence and to see how vast and wonderfully made everything God made is; to look from above and see His great design of the earth. It is a new perspective of God's creation worth seeing. It could leave you speechless. And to think... it was all made out of dust by HIM.
When we walked out of the Entebbe airport there was an entourage of Ugandans with signs lined up to meet us. It was one of the sweetest things that I have ever seen. We stayed a night at a hotel in Entebbe. The next day we drove for several hours to Hoima. I saw many things on the long car ride including:
- A little hut with a woman sitting outside. On the roof of the hut was a huge sign that read "JESUS IS MY SECURITY"
- A little boy digging a hole for his little sister to use the bathroom
- Many people waving to us and whispers and shouts of glee... "Mazungu!" the children shrieked. (which means "white person")
- Many men sat around on motorcycles and people sat along the rode
- A little boy by the side of the road holding a machete casually
- Dirt and smoke
- Beauty
- A family building a house out of sticks by the side of the road
- Shops and market stands with crowds of people
- Lots of feet (It is a reality... hardly anyone wears shoes)
- white manniquins outside shops
- Trucks and cars with a big sticker on the front window that said things like "JESUS CARES", "HIS GRACE IS ENOUGH", "JESUS IS THE WAY", "GOD LOVES", "GOD'S MERCY TRUCK", "JESUS LOVES YOU", "BY HIS GRACE WE ARE SAVED"
We saw thousands of people and we traveled thousands of miles. The people are so beautiful. God made each one of them and knows them by name. They are so loved.
"Yesu Nekeggon-za!"
I learned this phrase from some children on July 11th. Translated it means: "Jesus loves you!". On July 10th and 11th I went to a conference for orphans at a church down the road. There was a lot of singing and dancing and clapping. Their worship services are very lively and full of
passion. It broke my heart to see these
people who live in physical poverty praising the Lord ecstatically. It was
beautiful and life changing. I spent a lot of time with the children there. We danced together, we sung together, we
clapped together, we communicated with each other best we could, and we spent
time fellowshipping together. Our team was thankful for the opportunity to give the precious children at the conference hand-knit dolls. 112 dolls were made with love by the knitting group
at our church. I
asked my friend Irene how to say “Jesus loves you” in Ronyoro (their
language). “Yesu Nekeggon-za” she
said. She repeated it several times
slower and I repeated it after her until I could say it reasonably well with
people understanding what I was saying.
The fifteen or so children that were crowded around me began to chime in
saying it over and over again to me. They
were teaching me how to say it. Their voices were so beautiful. As they all
were repeating the phrase in unison, it sounded like a rhythmical chant
beginning a song. I clearly remember the
little dark darling faces of the children crowded around me saying those words…
“Yesu nekeggon-za… Yesu ne-keg-gon-ZA… Yesu nekeggon-za…”
Saturday
July 12, 2014
Where do you see someone on a bicycle
with a huge bundle of tobacco on the back? Where do you see woman carrying a
large number of fish in a basket upon their heads? Where do people walk miles
to a “clean” water source? Where do people cut grass with machetes? Where do
you see a little young boy looking wistfully at you and holding a machete
casually? Where do you see millions living in poverty in a disease-ridden land?
Where do you see a large satellite disc being transported on a back of a bike?
Where do trucks tip over because of a pothole in the unmaintained road, and a
truck full of well drilling supplies and well drilling team members get jostled
around on the road? Where do you find clean water when there is none?
What do I smell here? I smell Africa . I smell Uganda . It is a red smell. A dusty,
smoky, musty smell. It is a smell that is gloomy and dirty, containing hints of
disease and poverty, and the natural body odor. But in these smells that I have smelled here, I have found
indescribable joy and sweetness. God’s love is found here. He works here and loves here, just like He does thousands of miles away in my hometown. I
have seen many bright white-on-black smiles. I have seen little children, with deep hurt and poor health, praising the Lord. Holding dozens of little dark hands in mine, I think I have had a glimpse of the Father's heart. Hands that belong to faces. Faces that are created and so loved by God. Children that Jesus came to earth to die for.
I love the smell here. It is like nothing I have ever smelled. It is a red smell.
I love the smell here. It is like nothing I have ever smelled. It is a red smell.
-Lauren
Barry
On July 12th, we went
to CEED coffee plantation. There we distributed cooking stoves to families. We
demonstrated it for them after teaching them how to use it. We made a big pot
of rice for lunch. After all the stoves were distributed, the people started
dancing and singing and clapping. Jeeska who works at the coffee farm and helps
manage it, instigated a celebration. She is a bright cheerful lady, who has
great leadership skills. She has a wonderful sweet boisterous voice, which
inevitably makes everyone around sing, dance, and clap. She carries a huge
gorgeous smile upon her face with a beautiful outgoing laugh.
We went
back to the coffee plantation another day and did a medical clinic and
distributed eyeglasses. I helped with fitting people with reading glasses, and
I thoroughly enjoyed it. Their faces had an inexpressible brightness once they
could see properly.
On Sunday
July 13th, after church, we had no plans for the afternoon. I met a
little girl, named Esther. She was wandering around the hotel. I think she
belonged to one of the hotel staff members, but I never found out whom. I
relished the hours I spent with her on Sunday afternoon. She was a little
frightened of me at first, but I gave her one of the knitted dolls and she and
I soon became friends. I sat down on a little cement wall, and she sat in
my lap. She sat there on my lap quietly and contently for at least an hour,
until dinnertime. Kristine and Frida, ladies that work at the hotel, that I
became good friends with, came and sat by me. We chatted with each other until
dinnertime. It was a very lovely special afternoon.
I am so thankful that I was able to experience all this at my age. But what did I do in Uganda?? Nothing, really. It is not about me. It is about Jesus and what God did and is doing. The two weeks i experienced in Uganda was short. I am beyond thankful for what God did through everyone's support and prayers, what God did in my heart, and what God continues to do in people's lives all around the world. I thank God for my Aunt Terri and all
the knit-wits (knitting group) that made 112 beautifully knit dolls to give to the delighted children. And thank you to everyone who supported the trip! I could not have had this experience at my age if it were not for you and what God did through your support and prayers. I hope my writing has given you a substantial taste of the experience you helped make possible.
God is so good. He is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to His mighty power that is at work within us. He orchestrates everything to work toward something good and beautiful when we love Him and accept His invitation to live according to His plan.
To Him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever. Amen.
Yesu Nekeggon-za!
With Love and Gratitude,
Lauren
P.S. God is still working, and He still works through your prayers. Please pray for the people of Uganda, CEED coffee plantation, continued support and encouragement for those who are living there sharing God's love and providing medical help, and pray for my friends: Esther, Irene, Kalupe, Nora, and the many other children we met. Thank you. Your prayers are much appreciated. Please feel free to contact me if there is anyway I can be praying for you.
God is so good. He is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to His mighty power that is at work within us. He orchestrates everything to work toward something good and beautiful when we love Him and accept His invitation to live according to His plan.
To Him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever. Amen.
Yesu Nekeggon-za!
With Love and Gratitude,
Lauren
P.S. God is still working, and He still works through your prayers. Please pray for the people of Uganda, CEED coffee plantation, continued support and encouragement for those who are living there sharing God's love and providing medical help, and pray for my friends: Esther, Irene, Kalupe, Nora, and the many other children we met. Thank you. Your prayers are much appreciated. Please feel free to contact me if there is anyway I can be praying for you.